it sucks to be me,

it really does.

:(

you don't know me.
you don't understand how i feel.

so don't come talk so much.

my top 3 resolutions for 2011 :

3. to be a SUPERNERD !!!
2. to be more responsible
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1. to be nice and happy, :)

i've been having a really bad day today,
the comp has been failing me,
my phone has been failing me,
i cut my hair today and now i look ten,
i fought with manymany people,
i cut my toe.

thank god for my friends :')

fuck you. seriously.
what the hell is you problem ?
argh !

I wish,

i have magic.

if only, hur,

t(-_-t)

happy thoughts filled my mind for a day or so, ( counted alot for me kay, esp now since im sick )

but something happened that made me wanna cry all over again, and im back to unhappy and pessimistic thoughts, and all emo stuffs. :(

t(-_-t)

yeah, i love this ! its so much cuter than _|_ , right !

yay ! i was happy for that 5 secs :)

!

i am stupid and useless.
i am scared to do even the smallest, simplest things. why? :(

everyone has to go through alot of really tuff times in some parts of their life, they might feel like giving up, or running away from their problems.

when everything's a mess, life gives you problems, the tasks ahead are almost impossible, you feel like a total failure, and when you feel like giving up, please don't.

you should face it bravely and all, tell yourself YOU CAN DO IT ! and believe in yourself. <-- most important !! :) or you can pray to God, he will give you strength to carry on. and rmb, your FRIENDS are always there for you;

hahah this advice is for myself ! :)

i just came back from bonding camp,

just took a NICE, LONG bath, feel soo clean and refreshed.

it was funfunfunfunfun !!!!!

i realised that i cry and get scared easily.

now i feel stupid and stupid, like im such a noob, but im not. i hope :)

i want to be braver, like other people.

STOP BEING SUCH A COWARD SHERILYN !

if i can never run away from this, should i just face it bravely ?